Afraid of Tomorrow

Just one look at tomorrow is all I need
And I'll know if I survive or if I bleed out
Just one look at tomorrow now
Then I'll know I made it through somehow
Some way

This thing inside
It wants to run and hide and get away, run away
This fear in me
It screams constantly to get away, run away

I can't explain this irrationality
And I hold it close, this anxiety in me
Because how would I make it to tomorrow
When I'm too afraid to see it to the end if I fail

I'll never tell
Never pour my heart out
Always say that everything is fine
Always pray that my armor holds up
Keep all the fear inside
I'll never break, never fall to pieces
All this fear it just turns to rage
Tell myself 
Tell myself
Just stay inside your cage